1 juli

 

 

Har haft ett par tuffa dagar mycket panikångest inför olika saker. Har varit tvungen att gå med på vissa saker för att fixa ekonomin. Känner mig otursförföljd. Blir snabbt och lätt bränd av solen i år. Jag älskar solen men strålen är brännande eller så är det min hy som är tärd ömtålig. Brukar inte bli bränd så här lätt. Känns ibland som om någon är ute efter mig. Men jag är paranoid. Så det är svårt att veta vad som är vad. Jag har blivit utsatt förr. Så jag har ju skäl till misstro och att ha mycket magi skyddsformler omkring mig.

Folk fattar inte hur mycket skada vissa saker kan göra. Kommer att göra avalon ritualer regelbundet igen. Jag saknar det orkar inte göra det två gånger per dag än men ett par gånger i veckan ska jag göra det. Det är så härligt att göra magi Gudinne ritualer. Har fortfarande enormt mycket ångest som triggas snabbt så jag får ta det försiktigt.  Jobbigt att ha panikångest samtidigt som man inte kan sova, det kliar svider där man är solbränd. Är så utmattad har tagit atarax kan ju inte påstå att de är suveräna snarare kassa. Har tagit itu med mina halvfärdiga målningar som ligger och skräpar. Göra färdigt eller slänga. Det blev en del att slänga. Har ett par intervjuer denna vecka. Jag vill bara vara ifred. Men jag gör mitt bästa för att få jobb oavsett vad jag känner mår.

Litha

Jag har varit ute i naturen mycket denna veckan. Har vandrat I Brösarp och varit i Lomma-Habo ljung. Och i Alnarp så det har varit mycket meditation i det gröna. Det har varit jobbigt ibland att komma iväg men det har lugnat sig. Känner mig ganska borta, utmattad. Och till min ljuva lycka hittade jag Johannesört nära Habo Ljung de brukar mogna någon vecka efter midsommar men det har varmt och fint de senaste veckorna. Det var bara på ett ställe det var riktigt moget. Jag plockade det där och hittade även tidig gråbo. Jag är enormt glad och tacksam över att jag hittade Johannesörten nu kan jag använda den som medicin. Har ätit mycket jordgubbar i helgen. Gjort ritualer igår på Litha, en del besvärjelser i veckan. Det var underbart att känna Gudinnans och Lughs närvaro. Be, meditera, göra magi, offra lite.

 Annars är det som vanligt. Skriver en del noveller, fiction. Det blir lite för mycket ibland känns som det tar över. Men det är väl det att det är kraft fulla känslor som kommer ut. Så det är väl därför det är så det känns. Så trött och så utmattad. Men det är väl på bättringsvägen. Har haft en härlig helg. Firade Midsommar med syrran och morsan i fredags. Det var kul även om vissa diskussioner borde undvikas. Men det är vad det är. Tycker att eftersom att jag hjälper till med mycket att de inte borde blanda sig i mitt liv, i min ekonomi. Men så är det. De påstår att de vill hjälpa mig.

Midsommarveckan

 Var ute I Brösarps backar igår väldigt vackert. Mediterade och gjorde yoga där ute i skogen ljuvligt. Såg en hel del örter som jag ska plocka. Det var väldigt störigt irriterande att höra någon idiot skuta troligtvis skytte. Vilket oväsen, grr! Det är bättre mitt i veckan där. Jag älskar att vara ute i naturen men jag avskyr oväsen som skytte, jakt. Tro mig jag är mycket mer rädd för att träffa en människa med vapen än ett vilt djur. Dessutom skulle det nog bli bråk om jag inte höll käft, typ jag kläcker gärna ur mig hur avskyvärt det är med jakt, fällor. Att jägare är mördare som slaktare. Som tur är brukar jag inte träffa någon mer än någon mer än enstaka hundägare. Det går bra.

Idag var jag i Alnarps parken och kollade på växter kliar i fingrarna av att plocka olika örter men om alla häxor gjorde det där skulle det inte vara något kvar. Jag åkte dit för att kolla på växter och blommor. Se vad som är vad jag har en bra ört bok med bilder stor flora. Men det är alltid bra att se det i verkligheten. Alla växter finns inte i Alnarps parken men många ovanliga många olika sorters växter. Det är vissa växter jag alltid blandar ihop med andra. De ser så lika ut. Det är viktigt att ha rätt sorts växt när man gör magi. Olika sorters växter har olika egenskaper. Jag kan inte ha jordgubbar hemma på midsommarsolståndet för jag har ingenstans att förvara det. Så jag får äta lite nu i veckan sen är det ju jordgubbar överflöd hos morsan ska dit på midsommarafton. Jag har inte råd att köpa dyra på ica eller willys, jag köper på torget. De är godare där ändå. Så det enda jag kommer ha är 2 sorters juice, blommor att offra. Sen har jag ju ritualerna, och ska vara ute i naturen.

Jag är så frustrerad för att jag varit i långa telefon köer, för att jag är så pank inte för kyl frys förrän nästa måndag som jag misstänkte. Inte får man ersättning för att maten blev förstörd som var kylen. Jag har inte råd att köpa ny. Dessutom har ingenstans att förvara det. Det blir att äta torra knäckebröd torra grova bullar. Bönor utan taco sås. Snacka om vad trist det är. Skulle vilja ha ett par liter Coca cola mår alltid bättre av det. I Burlövs bostäder som min mamma bot där fick hon ersättning när hennes kyl gick sönder. Det är tydligen olika beroende på var man bor. På hemförsäkringen är det självrisk på 1500kr fan vad jobbigt allt är. Är så trött på allt. Jag har alltid sån jäkla otur. Snart är det midsommar sommarsolståndet.  Har så ont fötterna svider av myggbetten det var jätteflugor i Brösarp.

Det började brinna oväntat under ritualen, läskigt.

So irriterande jobbigt allt är. Har köpt sommarmkortet kan resa hur mycket jag vill bär Jagger fr.o.m. Imorgon. Ska ut i skogen. Är så trött viljelös orkeslös snart blommar johannesörten har inte haft råd att ta piller sedan maj. Ljuva johannesörten dess blommor blad är det bästa mot mitt mående min livsleda.. Är så pank har inga pengar att unna midf godsaker som cola choklad. Allt känns pest. Förhoppnings så mår jag bättre bara jag kommer ut i narturen. Det hjälper. Har mått så skit att jag inte orkat bry mig göra yoga heller. Smart alltså. Hittar jävla patetisk kan man bli. Som det blir bättre av det. Jag är så trött på mig själv. Har läst och skrivit en del. Längtar ut i skogen. Ensamheten där. Vara ifred ska nog göra lite yoga där. Måla teckna läsa meditera njuta av livet. Inte behöver jag snask för det. Kylen gick sönder i torsdags i fredags kom fastighetsskötsrebn och sa att jag skulle få en kyl och frys om 3-5 arbetsdagar. Spå har jag tur i innan midsommar men med min tur månaden efter. Fan vad jobbigt allt är allt känns så stressande så jobbigt. En kompisar jag har bara kvider om att jag måste ha jobb vem torkar bry sig. Missförstå mig inte jag sänker jobb går på intervjuer gör så gått jag kan. Men jag känner att jag inte bryr mig. Jag vill ha min sommar ifred jag vill leva njuta av livet. Det sista jag bryr mig om är att jobba. Hoppas att jag snart mår bättre kanske hittar något jobb i höst hoppas att jag mår bättre då. 

 

 Gjorde fullmåne ritual igår allt var bra men så plötsligt blev det jättestor låga på ena altarljuset. Det spred sig och började brinna vid sidan om ljusstaken det kom kanske åt någon ört bit, stearin men jag såg inget där. Och det var svårt släcka elden gick inte att knäcken den det brann bara mer då. Så jag tog den vätska hade i närheten trollbrygd med cider som jag hade till Gudinnan. Och hällde en del över elden som släcktes. Jag är inte skrockfull men det känns som ett mycket dåligt omen precis som när jag råkade ha itu en spegel för flera år sedan. Jag är så klumpig och paranoid. Det känns verkligen obehagligt när något sånt händer under ritualen. Ja jag borde troligtvis offra mer vin men är pank. Kött blir aldrig då jag är vegan med undantag för choklad och glass, kakor så vegetarian. Det enda jag offrar är blommor, vin, juice, poesi, konst. Men det känns åter som om gudarna hatar mig, varför börjar det brinna, varför händer alltid hemska saker mig. Varför är jag alltid så olycksdrabbade det var det jag för sökte ändra på få in mer glädje lycka. Det verkar som vissa gudar missunnar mig att jag skulle ändra mitt liv till det bättre. Jag fattat inte. Om de hatar mig så missunnar mig allt gott. Få må bra i livet ha glädje låt mig få dö då. Jag vill inte dö, vill inte tänka på det som sker efter döden.  Jag är så ångestfylld och paranoid. Om nu gudarna är missnöjda med mig och därmed säger ifrån på skarpen, så fattat jag inte vad jag har gjort för fel mer än att existera. Jag ber inte så mycket mer mediterar inte så ofta de senaste månaden men det har jag uppfattat var okej. Jag är helt störd. klart det kan vara någon som vill jävlas med mig, någon som vill förstöra mitt liv. Jag vet inte. Sånt här känns så jobbigt att hade jag kunnat tåla Jesus bättre tåla biblen överhuvudtaget hade jag tagit några veckor retreat i klostret på österlen. Eller gått på taize mässor-de är mediativa.  Det handlar inte om att jag vill jävlas tillbaka eller byta gud. Utan mera att jag är på bottens ravin och jag klar inte av när det sker saker typ som jag beskrev ovan, jag klarar inte av motgångar, allt är så stressande.

Magi och ritualer

När jag läste igenom dessa ritualer fick jag sån enorm längtan att göra Magi med Henne igen, dessa ritualer har skrivit själv, Annars så har ju  DarkGoddess Morrigan spells rituals boken med. Andra magi böcker ;) :)

 

Poweraligning ritual

on waxing moon until fullmoon

 Red candle

Orange candle

Powerherbs like dragonsblood, ginger, galangal, datura, mugwort

Chant

 Great lady Morgana

Mother of life and death

Who is both nurturing and kind

As well as strict and harsh

I need your help in facing this trials

Tell The Lady about your needs, your issues. Contemplate over it for awhile.

Oh Powerful Mighty Morgan Le Fay

Grant me power and strength

Strengthen my body soul and mind

May your power and essence run through my veins

May your shield protect me from all who wishes me harm

and all kinds of negativity

Thank the Goddess for all her help, remember that The Goddess expects that you do all that you can to help yourself. To fix your problems. Magic and powers should never be used to oppress others or force the to do anything against their will.

Pentagram Goddess ritual

1 white candle

1 purple candle

1 red candle

1 silver candle

1 black candle

flowers of multicolour

vervain, rose, carnation

wine/grape juice

pentagram

Place the candles in shape of a pentagram. Put the chalice/cup with the wine/grape juice and the flowers on the altar. Have a necklace with a pentagram that you will be wearing on you, if you don´t want it to be a necklace you can also just place it on the altar or have it in your pocket. In this ritual you will invoke 5 different Goddess all archethypes of different aspects of life. This is a good ritual to do when you are feeling out of order, when you need boost in energies and strength. When you need to connect with the Goddess. You may choose other Goddesses than those I have here or just use it on 1 Goddess, it is all up to you. Do what feels best for you.

 Light the candles, all other lights in the room should be turned off as well as cellphone, phone, tv, computer etc so you won’t be disturbed.

Hecate Moon Lady

I call to Thee

Brigid  Healing and Creativity

I call to Thee

Morgan Le Fay Mistress of magick

I call to Thee

Rhiannon Lady of love and beauty

I call to Thee

Morrigan Great Protectoress

I call to Thee

Meditation

Close your eyes, take a few deep breaths. Relax.

Now meditate visualize each of these Goddesses and their powers, gifts.

Thank The Goddesses for their help and presence.

write down all that you experienced, Ground and cente

Avalon ritual

white candles

silver candles

blue or purple candles

violet incense

mugwort, cinnamon, chamomille, rose, marigold

Light the candles, all other lights in the room should be turned off as well as cellphone, phone, tv, computer etc so you won’t be disturbed.

incantation

Lady of the Moon and Avalon

Hear me as I stand before Thy a stunning grace

hear my prayers of devotion to Thee

Beautiful Queen of the night

you who are both the youthful springmaiden

and the wise crone of the winter

You are the lifeforce within me

You are my souls delight

You are my guide through the dark nights of my soul

You are my protectoress against those who wish to oppress me

You are my strength within

Mistress of Magick Morgan Le Fay

teach me all about magic and sorcery

let me became a great priestess for Thee

Let my poetry honor Thee

Let my art show the world Your beauty

Let my magic craft serve Thee

 So mote it be

Meditation

Breath deeply, calm yourself, visualize that you are sitting in a ash boat, you are roaring over the sea. After a long time you finally reach your destination. You leave the boat and walk upon the beach of the isle.

write down all that you experienced, Ground and center

Happiness

3 white candles

st John´s wort, meadowsweet, hawthorn, calendula/marigold, rosemary

invocation of your choice

Light the candles,

all other lights in the room should be turned off as well as cellphone, phone, tv, computer etc so you won’t be disturbed.

Begin with a bath with herbs and candles, after towl and dried sit at your altar and mediate on bliss and happiness,

Meditate, take a few deep breaths think about what happiness is to you, what make you happy? How can you achieve that. What stops you from being happy, Le t your self experience joy, beauty and love, how is it feel? Anything you can do to achieve this. Know that you deserve to be happy, enjoy life to the fullest. Experience joy in small priceless things. Try to see beauty in all things. Make joy and happiness a priority for you. How can you bring in more joy and happiness in your life.

Self confidence

1 red candle

1 orange candle

1 yellow Candle

Borgage, thyme, honeysuckle

incantation

Lady of the Moon

You who are soul of the Nature

Mother to us allI call to Thee

spin your protective web all around me

I ask You to free me of everything that holds me back

Make me free

Let me run as wind

teach me to live my own Life,

not as others wants me to do it.

Meditate see yourself as strong, powerful, filled with self-confidence. How does it feel. How would it change your life if you had the self-confidence to do what you wanted, what would be different. Does it change how you see things? How can you increase your confidence, is there someone, something in your life that is ripping you off power. Do you feel free? Do you have time for yourself in your life? Or is it always about others, what they want and need. Is it always you who must compromise, give in. It is never wrong to care for others and help them. But the question is how much use it, if you don´t take care of yourself. Aloud yourself to be free, to breathe. You can accomplish more if you feel confident.

Challenge

1 red candle

1 orange candle

dragons blood, mugworth, cedar

invocation of your choice

This is a good meditation when facing life’s difficulties, when you are been challenged. We all get challenged in life, that makes us grow further, to resist challenges only makes them worse, like they control your life.

Light the candles and incense. Take a few deep breath now visualize that you are standing on a battlefield. Everywhere it is people fighting screaming to each other, some people, beings attacks you as well, at first you wish to runaway cause you are not up for a fight. So you try to walk away but those who attacked you follows you and attacks you, You get annoyed and start to fight to attackers. You managed to harm them and get away from there, finally you are free from them at least you thought you were.

pause

 So you start to fight again feeling very tired of this. Out of no were you hear a voice

there is better ways to deal with your challenges than fight it, you must learn to use your weapons, the tools you have been given, challenges should accepted and embraced cause they are a part of your life, it is the challenges that makes you grow, that takes you closer to your goals. You feel confused, who said that. What tools and weapons, now you think of all the stuff you have learned that can be useful in knowledge for you on your path. Embrace your challenges and accept them, you look at the beings who just seem to want to tick you off fight you all the time. But since there doesn´t seem to be any escape you may just as well try it, so you stretch out your arms in acceptance those challenges fighting beings fall into your arms becomes one with you.

Thank The Goddess, all your helpers and go back to your everyday life. Eat and drink

write down all that you experienced, Ground and center

Healing ritual

 purple candle

black candle

blue candle

greencandle

white candle

healing herbs in sachet to be woren by the person who is in

need of the healing also use some as incense

red wine as offering, flowers in a wase

Invocation

Great Brigid, Morrigan, Morgana

Lady of moon and Avalon

Goddess of the land and sea

Hear my prayers

I ask Thee to grant me the healing I need.

My I be shielded to ward off any illness, any bane of any kind.

 

In this meditation you will travel across the sea to meet the Brigid, Morgan Le Fay and Morrigan.

Light the candles and incense. Close your eyes take a few deep breaths, You are standing on a beach it is in the middle of the night, it rains and you hear the thunder it is so windy you almost fall, it is hard for you to walk it takes almost your strength to get into the boat, the wind carries the boat to the other side, You see a Lady standing there waiting for you, she wears dark robes. The Lady shows you the way to a temple, She carries you in, lay you on a altar. The Lady starts to clean your wounds, She goes deep within in your body soul and mind were the roots are for your illness. Now you see that there are several of wounds  the Lady is healing those empty spaces were the illness once were.

pause, take time to feel it all all pain misery, illness everything that has ever made you feel sick, bad, then just give it to the Lady, just surrender it.

write down all that you experienced

 Ground and center.

Stress, overwhealmed by daily life

Blue candles

Nettle, burdock, hyssop, clove

Lady of Avalon and the Moon

Goddess of the land and sea

Hear my prayers hear my prayers

Blessed Mother Morgan Le Fay

I ask you to help me through

these stressful/difficult situations

calm my spirit and mind

let everything turnout all right

Great Lady

be me with at these dark times

banish all dark and destructive thoughts and all negativities

Help me to focus my mind and concentrate

Grant me clarity so I may be able to handle all things. Reduce the stress.

Do what needs to be done without

being overwhelmed by daily life.

Light the candle and incense, hold the stones in your hand. Take deep breaths breath in the peace and calmness of the herbs. And breath out all stress, and pressures, let go of all the burdens of your shoulders, all the chores you must do. Just relax and concentrate on the peaceful energies from the herbs and stones. When you feel calm think about all the burdens, chores, all the things you need to do. Prioritize, see what´s the most important stuff, what needs to be done, and then take the next thing. When you do this be as calm as possible imagine that you are pouring in the peaceful energies into the chores so that you get released from the stress. Let the peaceful energies clear your mind and give you energy to handle all that needs to be done.

Protection spell

blackcandles

protective oil

heather, dragonsblood,

Mighty Goddess Morgan Le Fay

I call to theeI am in great need of your protection

here is trouble hostility all around me

Great Lady

shield me within Thy strong arms

raise Thy sword to my defense

Lady don´t anyone with evil intent come near me

banish all negativity around me

May I always be protected and guided by Thee

o Gracious Lady

write down all that you experienced, Ground and center

Panicattacks, nervousness, anxiety

purple candles

black Candles

myrrh or vervain as offering, valerian, skullcup, comfrey for the anxiety.

Read this poetic chant and feel the words. after the meditation read em again

My heart radiates with love for thee,

I am complete dark and light is

met within Me forever entwinned.

It is all about balance.

I am the fiery the passion that burns in your soul.

Feel my Sister Lady of The Lake wash away all your pain

with Her cleansing rain. You choose how you  live,

if you choose to live by My light and Love listen

then willing to My voice deep within your heart.

Or listening to your fears and let it consumed you

When you feel empty and your path is lost call to Me,

I will be there as I always has been.

When you think that this is your last miniutes of your

miserble life cause your inner terror is too hard to handle for you.

I will be there giving you strength,

help you to move beyond the pain that shackles you.

I will breath sweet life into you dying veins.

I am the Light that lights up all darkness.

Give all your fears and woes to Me and I will turn it to tools of power.

Meditatation

 Close your eyes, see yourself being wrapped by dark clouds of fears and anxiety, imagine your inner light and power to be strong enough to banish it, the more you use the better it will be and one day you will be anxiety free and fearless.

 Pause

write down all that you experienced, ground and center your self, return to your daily life, know that you can always come back whenever you need help

 

Face your fears ritual

Black candles

Silver candle

Suddenly out of now where a large bird is watching you, It is moving very close your head you can almost feel the wings, you see the sharp intelligent eyes. She flies around like she wanted you to follow her, you decide to do that you can´t stay in the cold for all time. In some ways you feel comforted by the black bird on your shoulder, at least you are not all alone in this place. Just as the bird comes it disappears when you reach a river, it saddens your heart. You bend down to drink some water.

Pause

 You see a reflection in the water, you look up across the lake. You see a black haired Lady watching you, Her skin is pale, Her clothes are dark purple with black parts it is hard to tell in the dark. She stretches out Her hand to you, show you to come to Her. You feel both awe and adoration for the Dark Lady, not sure what to do, but you decide to come. The water is freezing and you almost fell into the water, The Lady helps you, She presents Herself as Morrigan, calls you by your name. She gently touches your hair and shows you some fears and talks encouraging to you.

 After the meditation use your tarot and oracle cards, Thank the Morrigan for all help and close the circle

Crossroads

 Silver candle

Candles for your MatronGoddess I use scarlet red and black

I purple candle

vervain, sandalwood, myrrh

Invocation to your Goddess

Light the candles, all other lights in the room should be turned off as well as cell phone, phone, tv, computer etc. so you won’t be disturbed.

 meditation

Close your eyes, take a few deep breaths. Relax.

Light the candles and incense, say the incantation not sure what I should be saying. Now visualize, you are outside in the country on a crossroad, you see three roads, you wonder which road to take, they all look interesting, you choose one start to follow it. You walk for what feel like years, its like you never leave the spot were you started the path. It feels like all my astral traveling experiences ar like this You feel frustrated and annoyed for not going anywhere, you must be on the wrong road. Now pray to your Goddess, ask for direction and guidance.

pause

 You keep on walking further down in the deepest abyss and then your path goes upward. In the abyss you see that a woman is with you, you could barely see Her earlier but in the abyss you saw Her clearer. Up in the hills were you felt so much joy and peace you couldn´t see Her at all. This confuses you. The Lady takes your hand starts to speak to you. In the deepest abyss where you feel your fears misery and all is dark for you, I am. I am the Light that shines on your path. On the hills I am the joy you feel, the sun who warms you, the earth you walk upon, I am always with you, I will never leave you, you may not always be aware of Me, see or even feel me. The first road you walk upon was a life for you without your gifts, without any magic. The second road was with your gifts, magick of life. The third road where you met your guides, your totem animals and Me is a life with both spirituality and magick in a ordinary world.

 Whatever you choose is up to you, all roads lead to one destination to Me sooner or later. it is up to you to choose, to do what you want in life, to create the possibilities.

Stay with the Goddess as long as you can/it feels good. Then thank Her for her help.

write down all that you experienced, ground and center your self, return to your daily life, know that you can always come back whenever you need help

 

Morgan Le Fay Lady of Avalon-healing månmagi

Jag skriver i detta inlägg om Morgana Le Fay-Lady Avalon och om månritualer för henne. Jag gör även ritualer vid dessa tider för Morrigan efter en book av Stepanie Woodfield The magic and rituals of the darkGoddess. gör även ritualer för Brigid vid dessa tillfällen. Samt sabbater men då åkallar jag även Lugh keltisk Solgud.

Morgana Le Fay is also called Fata Morgana. She is not a British version of the Irish Goddess Morrigan/Morrigu, They are similar but different. But those who follow The Morrigan may find use of this training and as as if you see Morgana and The Morrigan as one.

It is possible that Morgan herein from the pre Celtic Mother Goddesses Modron and Danu may be linked to Brigantia as well. Morgan is also Goddess of Avalon and Lady of the Lake, and the moon.  Morgana is a very powerful Goddess. She can be pretty rough on you at times on your path and journey with Her. But She is also very compassionate and loving. She is both nurturing and strict, the light as well the dark, it is all well met within Her. I see Morgana as embodiment of The Great Mother, Lady of The Moon, Lake Avalon and the Earth. She is mistress of magic and the elements, I have learned a lot by following Her, felt so inspired to learn all I can about magic, healing how work with herbs make herbal medicine. To me Goddess is the life force, the energy that flows in everything. Morgana have many names and faces. For many people, She is only the dark Queen Goddess of winter, a Dark Sorceress, enemy of Arthur etc. She is Mistress of magic both light and dark I encourage you my dear readers to have an open mind, do some rituals, meditate and you may see, feel and experience her energies at all times of the year. The Goddess is with us at all times in all our life stages. Morgana is also the dark Mother, the death. When our time has come She guides us to the other side, cause death is just a passage to another place. Old and outworn things must die so that new stuff can be reborn, that is what She teaches us. Morgana and several other dark Goddesses like The Morrigan is known for challenging their followers. Those challenging times can be pretty hard to deal with, life situations may turn different, traumas and wound may get open to be healed. As the challenger, She tests us, challenges us to move beyond what is familiar to us so that we can move forward get progress. She can be a pretty tough challenger, and it may even make you feel worse cause your hopes and dreams may get crushed and it feels like everything is lost. You start to think, question everything which is a good sign because when you are questioning things you can get new ideas, new life may sprout. It is good to keep in mind those setbacks and trials are meant to make you grow not to destroy you although it may feel like that. The Goddess doesn´t give us more to bear than what we can carry although illness, being kept from our goals what we wanna do. and life’s stress can be unbearable.  When everything is dark hopeless your life may have been ruined. All hope has extinguished the only thing that seems to remain is the inner darkness. The Goddess does not appear to be your friend anymore or a caring Mother Goddess. It feels like She has become cold and calculating and cruel. It is easy to let the fear take over. The more we push Her away from us all the more hostile, She appears to be.  Cause our fears are in the way of hearing and see things clearly.  It feels like She is punishing us, making us suffer for Her own amusement. But that is not the case. The Goddess is still Our loving Mother, and but we have to take responsibility for own life, our actions and needs. The Goddess doesn´t want us to be miserable. Sometimes it is just necessary to wander in the darkness in the bottomless pit so that you can be healed.

 

 

Hers is the cauldron of rebirth and rejuvenation. With Her knife She cuts away what is old dying, In Her cauldron old wounds and scars may come up to the surface. So that traumas, pain and issues from the past can be healed. When you are done you are healed and free and leave the old behind once and for all. Morgana is the healer of all wounds trauma. She can help us with all these things, that is not going to be curable she helps us to deal with it. So we can live as good a life as possible. Healing takes time bodily harm takes its time and mental emotional damage will take it´s time. If there is the traditional health care you have or wish you can ask her to help you find the right doctor and therapist that you get the right medicine the same when alternative medicine that you ask her to help you find the best healing therapy for you. you can ask her to help you find a good homeopath herbal therapist that can help you find the homeopathically, herbal medicine flower essences you need. If you are suffering from any disease, contact your doctor before trying any alternative method as well if you are taking any medications have any kind of diagnosis. Never be afraid to see a therapist to talk to if your life seems to tough , stuff has happen that need to be resolved. I have made a lot of flower essences herbal tinctures for health you can read about at the herbal sections. Prayers and meditation is always good I use it a lot.

Morgana is Lady of the Fate, She guides us to our right path our destiny, although we create our own destiny I believe we have higher purposes in our lives, the reason we incarnated at this time. She is the life force the creative spark of life, She is the Moon Lady, she inspires us to express ourselves, our needs, to fulfill our own destiny follow our path. Focus on our goals and desires. How we can contribute to the worlds, with our gifts and talents so we may heal one other. She is our inspiration our Muse which leads us to new adventures, new ways of thinking, new ideas. Morgana is also a teacher our mentor and guide. She encourages us to stand up for ourselves, to move forward when we have setbacks, Morgana like The Morrigan  encourages us to fight for what we believe in achieve our goals and dreams. This can be very hard thing, to do living in the mundane world with jobs and families all our other duties. The important thing is that you feel comfortable with what you do, and that you have time for yourself, to be with Her, if your too busy make times cause yours needs is just as important as everyone else.

Newmoon

At new moon I focus on new beginnings what I which start, a time when I connect To Morgana them. Maybe there is some project that is almost ending or situation that needs a closure. Perhaps you need some new beginnings. Since I worship The Morrigan as well and many follow Her as well as Morgana I just call on Her after I called in Morgana, you will find some more invocations to her at the prayer section.

1 red candle

1 black candle

1 silver candle

Mugwort, vervain, marigold

Cauldron with water

 

Morgana Lady of Avalon

Great Enchantress

I call to Thee

This day of the new moon

I come to Thee

I invoke thee

Morgana Lady of the Fate

I invoke Thee

Lady of the ocean tides

I invoke Thee

Morrigu Badbh Catha

Dark Lady

I call to Thee’

Raven Queen

I invoke Thee

 Great Protectoress

Invoke Thee

 Lady of Sovreginity

Invoke Thee

Meditation Take a few deep breath. See your self travelling in a boat to her land. Avalon. See the huge hills ahead of you, the deep forest. It is right before dawn and you are walking on a small road in a forest. Suddenly you feel that you aren’t alone. Several of black birds are flying, coming closer to you. Now you see that it is ravens. One of the birds comes very close to you. You stop. The Raven starts to talk then it shape shift and now you see a woman standing in front of you. The woman greets you with a welcome. Would like to fly with me to my place, she holds you close as you fly together, pay attention to what you see and what thoughts you get it may have some significant messages for you.

Now look into the cauldron and see, perhaps there are some gifts, some messages for you from The Goddess! Open yourself to Her wisdom. Be patient to scry in a bowl of water or a mirror takes time. You can also use tarot card.

Write down all that you experienced. Thank the Goddess, close down the space, ground and center your energies.

Cresentmoon

This a time for starting projects like looking for jobs, build your finances, find a new home, also good for all kinds of creative and abundant projects. Maybe focus on your dreams and goals how you can manifest them into reality. Split up you large goal into smaller ones take some baby steps every day. Don´t relay so much on magic that you forget to do stuff in the real world. Remember The Goddess helps those who help themselves. Like if you want to be a writer, write something every day perhaps take some writing course. You want to be an artist do some drawings or paint, perhaps to take some art courses. If you want a new job apply for jobs, change your cv. Perhaps you need to take some course to get the dream job you want. Look out for all your options and be positive but realistic, is it possible for you to achieve the goal? How will you do that? What steps do you need to do? What can you do within a year, a month this week, today?

Waxingmoon

This is the lighter side of the Morgan, Her fairy and mermaid aspect, the youthful maiden, faery woman. A good time to care for yourself your body, beauty and love and creativity, renew yourself your hope and faith in life itself. Morgan who is a great enchantress has great knowledge herbs, oils ask her to teach how to make brew do your own soaps and lotions. Use herbs that are good and safe for your body. A great time prepare tinctures, syrups and other herbal potions.

Waxing moon ritual

2 Purple candle

I silver candle

incense mugwort, vervain or jasmine

 

Morgana Le Fay

Faery Queen

Hear me on this Waxing moon eve

Bring to me your guidance

enchant my daily life with magic

grant me the knowledge I need

Mistress of Magic Great Enchantress

Maiden Moon young and wild

Fata Morgana Old and wise

you know my dreams

Grant me inspiration and knowledge so I may create

Teach me all about magic, art and herbs

Lady show me the love and beauty

both within myself and the world around me

Lady I ask feel happy and loved again. .

Help me stop the darkness within me

the pain of the past my traumas my wounds

be in the way for me to live life fully.

Blessed be

Light the candles, all other lights in the room should be turned off as well as cellphone, phone, tv, computer etc so you won’t be disturbed.

Take nine deep breath close your eyes and visualize, you are standing at the meadow, it is filled with all kinds of wild flowers in all kinds of colours. The air is fresh and clear. You walk through the meadows. A young woman comes toward you, She has flowers in her hair and dances around, She takes your hands and dances with you, you feel more joy and serene you ever felt was possible. She leads you to a well, you are asked to take of your clothes and dip yourself in the cold fresh water.

After the short bath you feel more joyous and happy than ever before. Suddenly She disappear and you are standing outside a big forest. You struggle to remember the girls’ words. You walk inside the forest, the trees are huge and leafy see many small pathways you choose were to go, listen to the sound of the animals, the birds. You may even find your spirit guide here and your totem animal.

write down all that you experienced, Ground and center

Gibbiousmoon

At Gibbious moon about 3-4 days before fullmoon. I prepare for what will do at fullmoon, what spells and rituals and such, sit down and meditate on your goals, your dreams and what wish to manifest at the fullmoon.  Although magic can take it is time to manifest it is never to early or too early to begin.

Full moon

Morgan is Queen of the Fae, Lady of Avalon the apple isle. She can be called in all kinds of healing, divinatory work since She is a goddess of healing and prophecy. In Her aspect as Lady of the Lake She is also very nurturing. It is a good time for all kinds of magic. The classic thing is to visit a lake, well or a river. And dedicate it to Her for the night. Have some candles incense just make sure you won’t leave any garbage there or cause a fire. Have some brews or wine with you as offering, then just sit down and meditate. Call Her name express your feelings. Visualize yourself travel to Her isle and ask for Her blessing express your dreams and feelings in the Lady´s presence. You can use the invocation below or your own words, offer Her the juice/wine by pour it into water, 3 or 9 nine apples dedicated to Her. Fill your chalice cauldron or bottle with water. You can use it for you magic that and to call Her. You can also bottle it take it home for your full moon ritual were you can have it in your cauldron and She will show Herself to you. The water can also be used for scrying and to polish your magic mirror. Ask Her bless your tools and use it. At the lake you can also dance or swim in the water.

You could also spend some time the during the day at the lake river take some stones and shells with you then light candles in your bathroom pour water in the tub turn of all electric lights were you do some ritual, have shells and stones there. Use the invocation

Kneel at the lake or at bathtub Before entering the water say

Lady of The Lake

I call to Thee

Let your holy wells

Heal mu body soul and mind

Mistress of the ocean

I call to Thee

Your rivers are pure and free

Let them purify me

Lady bless this water

Let it wash away all my pain

So mote it be

Then you can do this full moon ritual under the full moon in your garden/back yard or a balcony as long as it is safe and you will be left alone.

Have the water from the lake in a cauldron

Silver candle

Red candles

Others candles for magic like green for abundance, Purple for inspiration, Orange for courage Can also be used.

Herbs and oil for Morgan

Wine or some red brew

Cast your circle/create a sacred space

Full Moon invocation

Morgan Le Fay

Mistress of Magic

I call to Thee

Lady of the lake

Morgana Lady of Avalon

Invoke Thee

Morgan Le Fay Lady of fate

I Invoke Thee

Morgan Moon Enchantress

I invoke Thee

Meditate take a few deep breaths see yourself travelling to Avalon, At the bay of Avalon She awaits you.  She takes you into Her arms, it feels good to be embraced by Her.  Listen to her words to you, It may come in pictures, thoughts that pop up in your head  it may also come a few days or weeks later, try to aware of Her presence in your life.

spellwork

Draw down the moon/Her energies in you

Morgan Le Fay Lady of Moon and Avalon

I ask You to descend upon my body

Thy priestess and witch

Lady lend your energies to me

Lady lend Your magical powers to me

Lady let me be one with Thee tonight

So mote it be

Meditate see your energies mix, see yourself become one with The Goddess

Just relax listen to Her words scry in the cauldron or look at Her in the mirror, know that She is with you, within you.

Raise the chalice with wine or red brew say

Great Lady Morgan Le Fay

Share this wine with me

May my blood be Yours

May Your blood be mine

May Your presence remain in my heart forever

End the ritual Thank Her for coming to you, write down all that you experienced, ground and center your energies.

Dismantled moon

A few days after the full moon I like to think of past rituals just relax meditate a bit think of my goals what I wish to achieve in life as well as what I need to get ride of. Like bad habits, bad situations, and other things that needs to be adjusted, changed to make life better. Remember magic can take time and do all that you can first yourself before doing any magic.  If you need help or guidance from the Lady you can ask that. Then try to solve the situations. Remember that many spells are irreversible, once it is cast it must runs it cast. I have noticed that one get much better result in magic if one wait until you are calm. Doing spell while you feel angry or upset is nothing I recommended. It better to wait, just meditate and pray to the Lady is also an option.

Waning moon

If you have some issues, problems were you need guidance or stuff that need to be banished this is the perfect time to do it. tell The Lady about your problem were you need help, just pour out your heart, then meditate listen within for Her answers. What guidance She has for you, you can also draw a few cards and maybe get some clue on what needs to be done like this. It is also good to write down your problems and then read it to Her after praying to Her. Then light the paper on a black candle. This can be done whenever it is needed. Just be careful what you ask for, and what you need Her help for. The waning moon is also a good time to ask for help, strength courage protection you need as well as too endure your personal battles.

Light some black and red candles have some her herbs and call on Her, Her herbs can also be carried in a small pouch to aid you add some onyx, granite, black obsidian and black tourmaline quartz as well with a few drops of  Her oils. This can help you to help yourself be reminded of Her presence in your life. That She is there for you if you need Her. If you need to banish something out of your life this is a good time to do it.

Beautiful Queen of the Night

Morgana Le Fay

I call to Theee

Lady of the cauldron

I evoke Thee

Ancient Mother of time

I evoke thee

Lady of the Heaven Earth and Underworld

I evoke Thee

 Meditate, take some deep breaths, feel the Goddess´s presence. Let go of your daily stress. Just relax, stay focused on your intentions for this journey.  You are on Avalon outside the huge hill, the is an small entrance you step in. you are walking deeper and deeper inside the mountain. Sometimes the road goes up, sometimes it is seems like you walking down underground. You feel tired and wonder where you are heading and you can´t go back cause you wouldn´t be able to find your way out. This is the labyrinth of life. Then you see a light far away from you, you go towards the light. You come to a cave you walk in it. See a large cauldron the middle of the grotto, A woman is standing there as well, See stirs the cauldron pouring in something that looks like some herbs. The woman turns around and she faces you. Her dark eyes fixate your gaze, She wears a black robe over her long crimson red dress. She greets you.  Takes your hand lead you to the cauldron. She ask you to remove all your burdens, stress, and issues all that is old and outworn, and put it in her cauldron. She give you a chalice with some cleansing brew. Fill liquid cleansing every vein and cell of your bodies. You feel refreshed and blessed. It is time for you to go back, she shows you a shorter way back to your own reality.

Thank The Goddedss  and write down all that you have experienced. Do some grounding and centering of your energies.

Dark moon

The darkmoon is seen by some a few days before the New moon, this ritual can be used at the newmoon as well. Morgan Is Lady of the darkest moon, Queen of the witches. The darkest night belongs to her, use you magic mirror to call Her image to you. This is the time sorcery, passion and secrets. Ask Her to share Her powers of sorcery and wisdom with you. Have some water in your cauldron scry, do some divination.

Lady of The darkest Moon

hear me on this your night

share your powers with me tonight

Dark Mother

Fata Morgana beautiful queen of the night

I call to Thee

Morgan raven queen

I invoke Thee

Morgan Lady of passion

I invoke Thee

Morgan Dark moon

 Invoke

Morgana bringer of visions

come to me

anoint yourself with the Morgana oil

read the charge of the Goddess

 

then do the drawing down the moon

 

Morgan Lady of the Night

Queen of the Fay mistress of Avalon

I ask you to descend upon my body

Your priestess and witch

Lady lend your energies to me

Lady lend your strength and courage to me

Oh Great Goddess

let me be one with thee tonight

Blessed Be

Close your eyes, meditate take a few deep breaths. See yourself at Avalons deep forest. Infront of you is The Goddess Morgana. Perhaps She has some guidance some messages for you. You can also ask Her something. See your energies merge blend together

Thank the Goddess for all help and the journey been taken with her, write down all your experiences.